Distracted

The other day I asked Thea a question.

I said, "Thea, am I too nice or not strict enough that you do not listen to my instructions?"

She replied, "You are too nice."

I said, "Oh.... so it is because I am nice that is why you are not listening to my instructions?"

She replied, "Not really, mommi."

I asked, "Then what is it?"

She replied, "I am distracted, mommi"

I was surprised... and then asked again, "What are you distracted by, pumpkin?"

She replied, "Your beauty"

Obviously, I burst out into laughter since I was expecting her to tell me that it was the trees, or the moon or the sun...

And she continued, "You are so beautiful and I keep getting distracted by your beauty, that's why I couldn't concentrate on your instructions."

With that, she came forth and gave me a big hug.

For all I know, she was trying to get her way around... but then again, who cares? My constant observation of her behavior tells me that she is such a beautiful, beautiful being with much love to offer to herself and the world around her.

I love you, Thea.

Life's Good

Life's Good...

1) the Guardian Angel has a new lap top and is embarking on her 6-months online English course soon.
2) Thea has a new study desk.
3) little Bro is at home with me most of the time.
4) the ex-partner has got a new iPhone (though an old model) to play with.
5) i have a new bed and new mattress.
6) Thea likes my new bed and new mattress.
7) we have a new magnetic whiteboard in the study room.
8) I am singing all the time.
9) *They* are with me all the time.
10) the study room is nice.
11) the book shelf is upstairs.
12) the fish pond is being treated.
13) I have an extra car (which is automatic) to drive.
14) Thea has a friend to travel to and from school with.
15) the smurf village is restored.
16) little Bro is teaching the Guardian Angel how to use her new laptop.
17) my friends in smurf village helps me to water my plants.


probably the most important thing is... I Am Being Joyful, unconditionally... :)

May you be, too.. :)

The Lazy Mom swimmin'

Promised Thea last night to go for a swim this morning. But the sun was blazing... and I was toddling between changing my mind about it or to go ahead as promised. She also gave up hope saying, "mommi, let's go!!!" knowing how lazy her mommi is...

Miraculously, the sun blaze eased off a bit, so we got ready. The father is off to have his fun, the uncle is off for a brunch appointment, and the guardian angel is off for a date with her hubby. So, it was just the two of us.

While we were changing, it rained; but I was not aware of it. After putting sun block on Thea, Thea said, "you see mommi.. thank goodness it stopped raining!" I was literally surprised when she said that and when I opened the front door and saw the porch area wet did I realise that it was indeed raining before.

Smiled and told Thea to tell God to let us swim for at least half hour before it rains again, if it is supposed to rain. The sweetie pie said, "God, please let us swim for half an hour." And the weather was cool and balanced...

When we arrived at the swimming pool, Thea spoke once again, "thanks God.." It was really sweet.

She showed me all her stunts and what she could do. In fact, I think she outdid herself today.

We swam for more than an hour. And yes, we had fun ~ just the two of us. :)

The Beloved Poodle

Had a perm today and thought I looked like a poodle. Told the hairdresser that if my hair doesn't straighten out in bigger curls which he promised it would, I'd go back to the salon to strangle him.

When I came home with the intention to surprise Thea, she surprised me back in return by coming forth, hugging me and saying, "Mommi, I love you even though your hair looks like that." All of us in the room burst out into laughters!!

It was obvious that she preferred her mommi to have long straight hair, but it was nice to know that no matter how her mommi looks like, she still loves her mommi. :)

Actually, come to think about it, what's wrong with looking like a poodle? I like it!! :D

Playing in the Rain

It was about to rain, somehow I went ahead to the night market anyway. One week away meant that there wasn't much vegetables, fish and fruits left.

While there was an intent to rush, there was too an intent to savour the moment. It was quite awesome when I decided to just slow down my pace instead of walking faster to the car. It was splendid.

By the time I got to the car where Thea and guardian angel was waiting for me, Thea laughed and said, "mommi, you are all wet!!" and I laughed and said, "yes I am! and it is fun!!" and invited to join in under the rain. She shook her head and said no... and guardian angel laughed and supported, "it is fun, you know..."

It is funny how kids these days don't get to enjoy the kind of things that the kids in the older days used to enjoy. Well, not to say I played in the rain alot when I was young as mom would be screaming, "get in the house otherwise you'd get sick!" and that was exactly what Thea said too, "I'd get sick playing in the rain". What a thought!

But it is fun, isn't it? Playing in the rain, I mean. :)

Took back a little

Yes, I am finally home. Home since Saturday morning, but seemed to have left my heart in Istanbul. It is such a beautiful, beautiful country. And yes, whilst I have been there before years back... but that didn't count because most of the time I was stuck in the hotel room and only eating cheap kebabs for lunch and dinner (breakfast was provided).

This time, out of intuition, I went alone. Although I would have very much loved company, but yet was not taken aback that I was alone. Had to admit that there was some discomfort - being all alone in a foreign country, not knowing their language and all.. but what the heck, if not now, when??

And it turned out that all my plans were screwed up. The places which I planned to go, I did not and ended up in places where I did not even consider going in the first place. Thanks to my Turkish friend, Ilkay who took 2 days to show me some other parts of Istanbul and also another new Turkish friend I met, who happens to be the hotel receptionist of the cozy hotel I happened to intuitively pick, I enjoyed a lot more of Istanbul compared to the first time I visited this place years back.

Food was awesome and my favourites were the tomatos and fish. Their fish is just awesomelly naturally sweet! I tried out food, turkish bath, watched the sufi dance and turkish dance... it was all magical. Weather was good and people were a mix! Thank goodness for my new friend who showed me a taste of the original turk as he calls himself, my perception of turkish people expanded.

I fell in love with Istanbul, and strongly recommend that women, to at least experience travelling alone once in their life time. Something shifts and expands. Of course, it is not necessary to choose Istanbul as a destination. It was just my choice and will also be amongst my future choices.

Mom was telling me how I can bring her there in future. I am elated by that thought! And I was telling darling how she has to come with me too as I know she will surely enjoy such an adventure...

Ah well, I am home. Thea seems to have grown up a little more, probably reflecting my own growth coming back from afar. :) And I am happy to be home with my precious little gem.

Dada or Ipad?

Thea asked me this morning, if I love her more or hubby more.

I asked her back, if she loves dada more or the ipad more.

She answered without hesitation, "Ipad."

and then I asked her, if dada and the iPad were to fall into the sea, who would she save first.

She answered, "dada first, then the iPad."

Such sweet innocence. :)

Drama, Drama

Weather was cold. Flight was delayed. Thea didn't want dinner. Didn't sleep on board (me, I mean). No nasi bryani (thank God nasi lemak was not bad). Drizzling when arrived. Car cannot start. Thea vomitted. Argue with hubby. Went to hospital (thank God for Bee). Feed Thea medicine. Unpack bags. Repack bags. Received inspiration to write (not this blog though). And it is now 3:47am.

Shucks, got to wake up early tomorrow...

Hmm, strangely, amidst the drama - still feeling peaceful and calm. Nice! :)

Blue & Purple

I got myself busy since yesterday afternoon with this 1000 pieces jigsaw puzzle set that I bought quite recently. It is the one which glows in the dark.

Guardian angel and Thea was helping me sort out the colours and also to helped to fixed the puzzle together. I must say that progress is quite well.

Nevertheless, it has come to a point now that guardian angel and I can't really tell the bloody difference between blue and purple and we were nearly bonkers! We laughed at each other frequently and it was enjoyable. Hubby thought he was such great help when he managed to find one or two pieces that fits. Well, better than nothing.. haha!

Guardian angel commented that  we might take about 4 days to complete it if we diligently took time and effort to put them altogether. I don't really have a time frame, except that I hope I can frame it up in time and give it to bestie as a christmas pressie. :)

December

So fast time has flown, and it is now the month of December and this friday is already the last day of school for Thea. There are already a few activities lined up for her and I am excited for her for the fun that I trust she will soon experience.

I will be working on several stuffs.. a long term one and also several that are coming up which I too trust will fulfill me. Actually, if I hold no judgments on my moments, each moment is freeing and is an enjoyment and a fulfilment.

I am looking forward to catch up with friends, and also to get started on a few things that I have been prolonging for the longest time. The new PC will definitely help. :)

Have a lovely December everyone!

Lady Gaga in the House

Yesterday Thea and I struggled a little while dressing up for dinner. I proposed that since she was wearing pink top, pink skirt, why not wear pink crocs or pink slippers? She shook her head and said no, she wanted to wear the blue strips shoes. No, not matching at all. But she made a point, she likes to be of a 'rainbow' colour now, even though now her rainbow colours only consist of pink and blue. Hmrf..

I gave up, and allowed her since she always had a mind of her own anyway. Nevermind the fact my brother said the same morning, "if I look stupid, it's my mother's fault." Right, blame it ALL on the mother!! Mom said that I needed to get some fashion magazines for Thea.. haha! But then again, how can I blame her? I myself am not a fashionable freak!

So she settled for her blue stripped shoes. And hubby looked at her, smiled a little and said, "you know, she reminds me of someone." I looked up, surprised that Thea's sense of fashion could remind hubby of SOME-ONE!!

I asked, "who?"

And he said, "Lady Gaga."

LOLS.

Very very funny thing happened in the night before we went to bed. She turned to her side of her bed and said, "good nai.....bey-beh...." in an accent. Seriously, we don't know where she got that from. And hubby said, "Thea, confirmed-lah! You are the Lady Gaga in the house. Good night!"

LOLS.

Disney On Ice 2010

Sunday, 14th March 2010

Bought tickets for this show last year with Jer Lin. Unfortunately, hubby was rostered to work so I was left with an extra ticket. I was thinking of Paul, since Paul is very much like a kid in her own ways but before I could make that call to Paul, dad called.

Dad: Eh, gerry-ah, the Disney On Ice is coming to Malaysia you know?

Me: Ya dad, I know.

Dad: Are you bringing Thea ah?

Me: Ya, we bought tickets last year d.

Dad: Oh, you bought tickets adi ar..

Me: Ya, why, you want to go is it?

Dad: Ya lo, I thought of going.

Me: *shocked* Er.. actually I have one extra ticket. We bought 3 tickets but Jason is working so you want to go or not?

Dad: huh, you got free ticket ar, ok la ok la, I go la. When is it ar?

Me: 14th March.

Dad: What day is it?

Me: Sunday.

Dad: Oh ok.. huh.. Sunday ar?

Me: Ya.

Dad: Er... what time ar?

Me: 11 o'clock in the morning. So we have to leave earlier.

Dad: Har... 11 o'clock ah? ok, nevermind, nevermind.. I arrange I arrange.

Me: Why, you need to play golf is it?

Dad: No, no.. I arrange I arrange. You remind me ah..

Me: Ok.

And that was where our extra ticket went, with Love. Ahh... the love of a grandpa...

He remembered alright.. the whole thing was just sweet... :)

Kung2 with Thea walking towards the stadium

We were early, so Kung2 and Thea and driver-of-the-day a.k.a. Mommi had a cuppa before the show.

Thea was really excited. But the moment she witnessed the amount of people in the stadium itself, she pulled my hand and declared that she wanted to go home. She didn't like the crowd or the noise. Seriously, what was she thinking?!? Mickey & Minnie giving her a private show?!?! Duh!!

Kung2 was really patient and nice. He kept talking to Thea, and wanted to buy anything for his granddaughter from the stalls. It was really a sweet sight. :)

Kung2 & Thea before the show. Ya, she was still in the 'I wanna go home' mood. Lols!

As soon as the show began, I tell you... tears nearly rolled down my cheeks. I was so touched by the talented dancers (and mind you, it was only the first dance!!) and couldn't help but wonder if I could have been one of them if my parents had allowed me to pursue performing arts instead of the secured-recession-proof accounting or finance degree. I reminded myself at that moment to always support my daughter in her interests, no matter what they are.

Very soon, Thea began to warm up to the show by herself! She started to swing her legs to the music and clapped her hands to applaud. It felt good to see her stress easing off and that she was finally enjoying the show!

Joining us were JerLin and her family. We didn't manage to speak to each other much because we were both attracted to the show and to the reactions of our kids. I am sure she enjoyed herself as much as I did, just knowing that our kids were having fun at that very moment. :)

Thea, Mommi & Kung2 during the intermission.

I took this picture myself. Shiok Sendiri.. ;p

Aunty JerLin & Thea after the show.

Needless to say, dad, Thea, and I had a great time. We proceeded to a shopping mall for lunch followed by some shopping. Dad wanted to buy some shoes, and ended up paying for an extra pair of shoes (for Thea) when Thea said she liked this pink little pony sandals! Sighs.. my daughter is sure to be spoilt by her grandparents! In the midst of shopping, my aunt Amy (dad's sister) called. She asked me, "what are you doing?" and I said, "oh, nothing much, shopping with dad.. " She laughed and teased, "wah.. so good girl arr..spending time with daddy" I returned the laugh and said, "hahaha.. no la... he is the good boy! he is spending time with Thea and me!" Lols! Of course, it was a joke! I am only too glad for this time spent with my dad. It is hard to get him away for anything except work and golf. I am glad at at least for the first half of that day, it was quality time between just dad, Thea and I. 

I asked dad if he would be interested in future shows like these. "Ya! of course! Next time, just buy my ticket and let me know what day la!" he replied with surety. It's pleasant. :)

I look forward to more father-daughter-granddaughter outings. :) Thank you, Disney on Ice! *winks*

Note: When I told mom the next day that dad went with us to the Disney on Ice, she reminded me that dad used to bring us (when my brothers and I were kids) to these kind of shows too. Unfortunately, I have no memory of it :(. And now, it makes me wonder what would have been in dad's mind, having 're-experience' the Disney on Ice once again, only now with his daughter and his granddaughter...  

She's 4!!

Friday, 12th March 2010

We celebrated Thea's 4th Birthday 4 days earlier because one of hubby's friend's son was celebrating his 2nd birthday on Saturday. We made her party on Friday. Because we were pretty sure what she wanted, we decided to invite only her girl friends who were able to play 'princess' with her rather than our own friends. It is after all her party!!

I got Terri to do a repeat of her previous year's birthday cake, except that this year I requested it to be bigger and for it to be pink. Last year it was blue, to signify Thea's favourite princess ~ Cinderlala Cinderella ;p I absolutely love the designs on the dress... check it out below!

Do you see the pretty butterflies on the dress? I love them!
And guess what, Thea wore a dress with butterflies on it too to match the cake before she changed to her princess gown!!

We decided to have a simple do, and one of my favourites - steamboat. It's easy and healthy ;D.

Most of the food, we bought. MIL also home-made some. It was absolutely yummy!! Just in case you were wondering, yah.. we prepared food enough to serve an army - the other stuffs not displayed here were in the fridge. ;p

Here's Thea calling her friends asking them what time they would arrive. She was extremely excited!

Thea was really a good girl. I explained to her in the morning during the drive to school that I'd need her to take a nap in the afternoon after school so that she could stay up later that night. She did as she was told, and I didn't even have to repeat myself. :) I am so proud of her!! :)

Soon, the princesses arrived, one by one...
followed by our families.

I don't think I need to elaborate on the feasting. Everyone gave praises to my MIL's home-made fishballs, fu-chuk (which is also my favourite) and chili sauce and the guardian angel's chicken soup. I honestly declared that I was only responsible for shopping! ;p

Soon, it was time for cake-cutting. Paul had to leave early, and we didn't want her to miss Thea's cake cutting. Unfortunately, Jay Lyn & Siang left way much earlier.

I love this picture! Observe how she gaze and appreciates the Princess Cake that Terri made her!

The Princesses of the Night.

By the way, there was also a young boy too. Ahem, the only boy.. and it so happened to be his actual birthday that night - Jay Ronn ~ one of hubby's friend's son (ya, the same one as I mentioned above). Here's the 'rose' amongst the 'thorns'. lols!

The only Prince amongst the Princesses. Thank goodness the Princesses didn't fight over him! lols!

Family picture. Only missing was SIL & Siang. They had to attend another date.

That night was a fun-filled night (as usual) for the Princesses. Although I was a little tired after everyone left, I was glad that my little gem had enjoyed herself so much that she kept talking about it before she fell asleep. I know, I know... pumpkin, I know you are happy.. :)

Monday, 15th March 2010

Believe it or not, we spent first half of the day in the hospital. She was down with fever. It was so high that the thermometer went *beep*beep*beep* for the first time. Called mom immediately and she advised to head to the hospital straightaway.

The drama in the hospital revolved around her crying, multiple tests, waiting and worrying. It is not a good feeling. Many, many moments of self-blame and self-judgements made me feel as if I was the worst mom on earth, not being able to help my little darling feel better :(. I just held her close to me and supported her; repeatedly assuring her, 'it is ok love-love (a nickname we call her), mommi is right here with you...'

And thank God, the test results showed negative on any potential spreadable illness. To add icing on the cake, mom stopped by the hospital to accompany her! Thea immediately felt better and she was already hopping around in the emergency ward! My little silly willie.. lols!

We proceeded for lunch and had a small cake blowing 'ceremony' to officiate her actual birthday. It was just mom, Thea and myself. Cozy and nice. :)

Obviously, Thea rested the whole day. Having miss school, I promised her that her birthday celebration in school will be carried the very next day (which is today).

Tuesday, 16th March 2010

Thea's birthday cupcakes

You guessed right. Terri baked them, too!! :) She bakes absolutely lovely, creative and yummy cakes!

Thea's favourite princess ~ Cinderella

My happy baby in school. :)

I just love her smile... melts me all the time.. :)

Dada lighting the candles for Thea.

Believe it or not, she actually generously asked all her friends to help her blow the candles out!!

Thea enjoying her cupcake.

After the session, she totally forgot that both her mommi and dada were still in the cafeteria! But we understood... but it didn't stop me from calling out to her!! ;p She kissed me on the lips and ran off with her friends. :)

I am so happy that she has grown up to be who she is, albeit at 4. She brings me so much joy that sometimes I wonder if I am ever loving her enough. I must remember to let her grow up to be who she wants to be, and that will mean releasing any expectations of her and totally trusting her. I wish for her, freedom to grow to be her own authentic individual - in peace, with love.

Pumpkin, mommi loves you very very much.. *muaks*

Housewife Day

Today I am a good homemaker *grins*. Fetched Thea to school, came back to sleep, had breakfast with hubby, fetch Thea from school, did some re-arranging of papers to appropriate files, fetch Thea to Da Vincci for trial class (she wants to learn painting), came home, open the door for the vet to vaccinate Doby, went back to Da Vincci to fetch Thea home, fed Thea milk & a banana, fetch Thea to another place for another trial class for painting (she wants to learn painting), came home, cooked dinner for Thea, and now, waiting for time to pass and then fetch Thea home from the trial class, shower her, feed her dinner, spend time with her, change pyjamas for her, feed her milk, help her brush teeth (she tends to suck on the toothpaste because it is banana flavour rather than brush her teeth) and then put her to bed.

Phew!

All because Bee requested for guardian angel's assistance to clean his new condo unit in KL. Think they'd be home only after dinner and I will be home with Thea alone until then. Hubby has gone to work. : |

Actually, it is not so bad. Quite productive also. I guess I asked for this experience to see how I could cope without guardian angel. She'd be going home come mid year and apparently also going through her wedding vows with her beloved. Word has it (actually, she told me upfront-la) that her beloved may only work in Malaysia for another year or so (her beloved works here in Malaysia too) and will be headed home for good to tend his dad's factory. We expect that she might not renew her contract with us after that. Alas, we'd have to let her go!!! Boo hoo hoo!!!

Hubby & I were talking about it this morning actually. Thinking about the future.. ah, how unproductive when all that happens will happen for us anyway. What is there to worry and plan? Told hubby that everything will lay out perfectly just for us. I trust that. Even if we were to decide not to hire another assistant around the house, I guess I will be fine.. I've always been, haven't I? *winks*

Ok, gotta go now.. time to pick up the little gem. :)

It's a GOODY DAY!!! :D

This morning, after I've dropped Thea at class, I had another word with her teacher. Why I say another word is because yesterday, I had a word with her about Thea'seating; and today, another word about her going to the toilet. I asked if there was anything I could do anything at home to make it easier for her to adapt the 'nature of the body functions' in school. The teacher was too kind, assured me that I was doing a great job already by sharing these information with her, and reminded me that consistency is the way to go with kids her age. I left the school smiling. :)

While I waited for her to finish her play time, I noticed that Thea's shirt was not tucked in properly from behind. Ah... a sign!! A sign that she went to the toilet!!!!! And sure enough, the assistant teacher confirmed my wishes!! To make it even sweeter, she ate!!! I was so elated that I decided to give her a treat. Actually, come to think about her, I bribed her with ice-cream last night. Lols. Told her that if she went to the toilet in school, and had her lunch in school tomorrow (which is today), I will buy her ice-cream tomorrow (which is today)! It worked!!

So off we headed to the gelato parlour in KK after school. She was happy, so was I. :) Both of us, a scoop each, laughing at each other indulging in each of our own ice-cream flavour.. lols. Cute sight!

Thank you GOD!!!! :D

The First Fall

Please bear with me. It's still about Thea... :{

Because of the availability of the sun-hat now, Thea was able to play in the uncovered area during lunch time after her meal. I placed it into her bag yesterday and reminded her this morning when I dropped her off at school that if she wanted to play in the sun, she had to wear the sun hat. She said, "ok!"

I arrived in school to pick her up at about 11.55am. I think I was the earliest parent. So I just looked around the play area, scanning for Thea... ah... there she was, having fun... climbing up and sliding down the slides, sitting on the see-saw and running around. She was so happy...

And then suddenly, I saw the principal carrying a little girl running from the playground to a bench in the covered area. The little girl's face was tucked into the principal's shoulders... oh dear, what happened to the little girl? She must have fallen down... ah, how quick the principal was.. to tend to a child who has fallen down... I thought. And then I noticed the little girl's shoes.. hmm, it's familiar.. and the pink shades of the socks sticking out... OMG!!! It was THEA!!!!!! I got worried almost instantly!! As much as I had wanted to run to her to be by her side, I knew I had to trust the principal. She had a good and careful look at Thea's legs, took tissue to wipe Thea's tears and nose, took another piece of tissue to dap on Thea's knees, gently smiling and talking to Thea. Obviously I couldn't hear what she was saying, but I saw Thea nodding her head. I was, in a way, relieved and much grateful. But that did not ease the tension of wanting to find out how hurt Thea was. She was asked to sit on the bench to rest. When the principal finally walked away to tend to other children, she sat alone. For a short while, she would stand up and attempt to walk away from the bench, as if still wanting to join the other kids but when she caught sight of the principal, she backed herself to the bench. It was a cute sight... lols.

The minute she saw me, she showed her sad puppy face. Awww.... I smiled at her and whispered, "I love you". She pouted some more. And the minute she got hold of me, she hugged me and cried... I pretended I didn't know what happened (she didn't see me all these while until school was over) and she refused to tell me! As if wanting to just cry her heart out over the fall. The assistant teachers told me what happened, but I already knew. :)

Accompanying this highlight of the day, I also found out that she did not go to the toilet in school and ate very little too. Sighs... well, at least she ate... and I tried to remind myself on times where I myself did not visit the toilet for hours when I was too busy doing whatever!! That still didn't ease off the worry bit.

Ah well, tomorrow is another day. Just hope it gets better, I admit, for my peace of mind...

First Day at School

Today is my first experience as a mom taking Thea to an official school. We woke up with excitement; pretty early at 7am; got ready and headed to school. Thea only drank milk. My perfect idea of her having breakfast was not fulfilled. So I got guardian angel to pack some biscuits for her into her bag.

Hubby having a cuppa. Thea waiting for hubby to finish his cuppa.

Thea staring out the window anxiously and excitedly during our drive to school.

When we arrived at school, we waited for a while. We were informed that the teacher was only coming in at about 9am for a briefing for the parents. The briefing was, well, a briefing.. the do's and dont's, what parents could do to help the children and the teachers for a smooth sailing educating term and etc etc.

Thea seemed settled the minute we arrived at school, even when she was brought to class. I'd say she was pretty independant. No crying, no fussing, no nothing.. just excitement. Hubby was so proud of her and I, on the other hand, played the role of a worrisome mommi really, really well. Worried not about how she'd interact with the teachers or whatsoever (I trust her in that area), but if she'd go to the toilet, or tell her new teachers when she needed to go to the toilet (she has a tendency of holding when she could play); if she'd eat (it's compulsory to eat in school - tea & lunch time); if she was used to the food (she's really picky with food); if she'd drink water (she sometimes forget when she gets to play); if she'd be too cold in class (class is air-conditioned and I didn't pack a sweater for her)... sighs.. all worries, worries, worries.. Dear hubby kept reassuring me that she'd be fine and that I worry too much.. but, but.. how could I not worry? She's my baby!!

Anyway, we were asked to leave by the teachers. So we took a drive to HaiSiang for breakfast, an excuse to catch up with Adrian, Elly & baby Abi. Albeit time was short (we had to leave at 11:30am to pick up Thea from school), it was great seeing them nonetheless. Baby Abi was so cute! And she was walk now!! So proud of her.. :)

We arrived at the school once again at about 12:15pm. Was pleased to see that Thea was enjoying herself during playtime outdoors. We could tell she very much wanted to play in the uncovered area of the outdoors (under the sun) but was not allowed to because she didn't have her sun hat, something which I forgot to buy during our acquisition of her school stuffs last week and was only informed today that it was necessary for those who wanted to play in the uncovered outdoor area. So I bought it today! Tomorrow she'd be able to play in the uncovered area! :D

School ended on time. The kids were lined up to meet their parents at the gate accompanied by the teachers. Nice. :) Since lunch is provided then I need not worry about her lunch, right? Especially since they were serving pasta today? WRONG!! She came back asking for home-cooked pasta!! Guardian angel asked me, "Didn't she have lunch in school today?" I blinked and asked Thea, "hey, you didn't eat in school?" Thea nodded her head and said, "Yes". I probed further, "Did you eat a little bit or a lot, a lot?" She kept quiet. Shucks!! The worrisome bug hit me again!! ARGH!!! I frantically tried calling the school to enquire with the teacher. No one answered. Shucks... lunch time... ARGHHHHHHHHH... and I went on and on... nagging little Thea, only to have her ignoring me and hubby reminding me again, and again, "Don't worry la.. she will eat one.. she just needs time to adjust... " But, but.. how will I know? how will I know? And to make things worst, tomorrow they'd be serving fish for lunch!! Just only fish!! Oh gosh, will she eat at all?!?!?!?

Hmm.. I know, I know.. I worry too much!! Isn't that what I was at all this time? still am? Argh... God help me!!!

Getting Ready For School

Yesterday after Thea's ballet classes, we went to scout around for a school bag and a pencil case. Decided that her existing school bags were just not big enough. She had to carry 4 exercise books, 1 student diary, a box of crayons, 1 box of colour pencils, 1 30cm ruler and a pencil case. Oh ya, her existing pencil case is tooooo big too. Lols. You know.. those pretty jumbo sized ones where we could put many many pens, colour pencils and etc in it? She didn't need all of that. She only needed 3 pencils, 1 eraser and 1 sharpener. That's list that was what the book list says!

Finally, we settled for what we (as in, her and the parents) liked... I was actually wondering to myself if I was buying the school bag for her or for myself... lols! Ah nevermind la... at least now we are BOTH happy!! Lols. As I was going to make payment, I noticed this PVC emboss thingy standing out amongst the rest of the stuffs on display. I've seen it before and knew roughly what it was for... my gosh, I just never thought that I'd pick it up as if I'd need it! Or maybe let me rephrase that.. I never thought that I'd need it SO SOON!!!

Exercise Book Cover

Obviously, I bought it to wrap Thea's exercise books. When I took out a sheet of the exercise book cover, I was wondering to myself how it worked until I scanned through the covers and found available instructions printed on the cover! Great! And you know what, it ws easy peasy!! No sticky tape required! And this regime kinda brought back memories...

I remember when I was a schooling child, mom and I would buy those PVC book wrapper in roles and we'd sit down on the floor to measure, cut and tape the wrappers around our (my brothers and I) text and exercise books. Due to the number of books that needed 'protection', our backs would ache a little by the time we stood up. It was fun, but hard work!! Lols. And as I grew up, I did all the wrapping all by myself. Must say that I'd feel kinda proud of myself for doing even stuffs like that.. you know, kinda like a sense of independance and accomplishment. I was not from a very rich family, just that I grew up in an environment where most of my stuffs are all arranged and laid down for me. Ah, Mother's Love..  :) So there's not much for me to worry about except to study hard and swim hard (I was a competitive swimmer then). And that also I was not a top student!! tsk! tsk! LOLS!!

Back to the modern book wrappers, I find it so convenient!! Just wrap the damn thing around the book and slip the book covers into some slits that are already available within the covers. You could even adjust the lengths! If you had tried one of these, you'd know what I mean! Lols!

Anyway, after I've wrapped everything, packed everything, I called out to her and showed her what was going into her new bag. She was good.. she wanted to pack her stuffs herself. I was so proud of her...

So tomorrow.. argh... honestly, I am still shuddering from the thought of waking up early tomorrow morning.. have not done that since ages!!! bbbrrrr....  ah, but for the little girl.. anything la... I sure hope that she will enjoy herself on the 1st day of school...

Thea's school bag

Have a safe journey to and a beautiful day at school, kiddos!!!

Shawn & Eva's Union

I've just come back from one of the sweetest weddings. :)

Shawn & Eva

Shawn & Eva finally tied the knot yesterday. They had their registration at the garden of Eva's parents' home. The garden was beautifully decorated with flower balls hanging, artistic coloured branches, fresh flowers; all created by Eva's cousin. All their family members, relatives and closest friends were present to witness their solemn declaration to the commitment to themselves to each other.

And our little angel was honoured to be their flower girl. And I must say this, I am so very proud of her as she did so well. No fuss at all.. just smiles all the way, as if also giving her best wishes to her Uncle Shawn & Aunty Eva. :)

The whole event yesterday started at about approximately 5:30pm. Everyone was excited and so happy for them that after the registration ceremony, everyone wanted a part of them so it was quite hard for us to even present them our wishes. But it was understandable. It's their big day and everyone were as overwhelmed by their union like us so we decided that we would catch up with them one on one later. We left a little earlier.

And tonight, they had their wedding reception at Concorde KL. Food was absolutely delicious. The crowd was cozy and we were sitted with some friends that we knew. The whole event went so smoothly! So much of humour, laughter and love! Both their dads gave noble yet relaxed speeches. The maid of honour, Ee Mei (who is Eva's sister), and the best man, Rizal (who is Shawn's best friend) gave us the most touching speeches which left us nearly in tears (actually come to think about it, I think just only me) and roaring with laughters. It was a perfect night. Listening to Shawn's speech of thanks after that and his serenade to Eva (he conned Eva to sit on a high chair on stage and sang the song 'What a difference a day makes' to her) made the wedding reception the sweetest moment... I think Eva was so moved so that she teared a little. It was really a heartwarming sight. :)

I'd say that the wedding was fun and well-planned. Like what Uncle Toh (Shawn's dad) said in his speech, the energy and vibes in the ballroom was great. All family members, relatives and friends cheered on Shawn & Eva's union and had fun themselves. :)

I am too blessed to be present in this event - Shawn & Eva's union. Being able to witness such wonderful moments has brought much more sweetness in my life. It also reminds me of my own wedding night with hubby - our union - our own experiences heading towards our union, our ups and down during our union, and our everpresent commitment to ourselves and each other still, in this union; alongside with the never changing and ever encouraging blessings from those around us.

Thank you, Shawn & Eva, for having us be part of this celebration. Hubby, Thea and I truly appreciate both your presence in our lives; for having you both in our lives have definitely enriched our experiences in life... :) Here's wishing you both all happiness, blissfulness, lots of right understandings, strength, courage and persistence and most importantly, unconditional love in your journey with each other.

May God shine goodness, light and love always upon you two always; for that is what you bring forth to others in your presence, by just being you... Love you both always. :)

The Farewell

Today is officially the last day of school for Thea. TT had a farewell party of fun games, singing, dancing and food for the kids and invited the parents to attend the kids' fun 'Graduation' ceremony. It was really fun seeing the kids walk up the 'red carpet' to receive their 'certificates'. Lols.

Although some parents (including myself) are excited in sending our kids to another school next year, more like advancing to another level, there is a part of all of us who feel that we'd miss this. Imagine, I am not talking about the kids, but the parents.. lols. Looks like the parents have bonded too, which is a good thing.

Thea made so many beautiful friends in school, and I've made friends with their (Thea's friends) mommies too. They are really a fun bunch, though I don't hang out with them as often as they hang out with each other. They laugh all the time. Really!

Amongst Thea's friends, there is this special girl that she talks and spends most of the time with in school. Everybody notices it. The teachers, even the parents of other kids. Her name is Joelle. Thea and I decided that we would get a gift for Joelle for the farewell so that in case they could not meet up as often as they do now, the symbol of the gift would always help them to remember each other.

Last week, we (Thea & I) bought a photoframe with the words "Best Friends" craved on the frame. This was the exact same photoframe that Alina gave me years back for Christmas, except a little bigger in size. Remembering this experience brings sweetness to my heart. :) And, I remembered that during one of those times where I brought Dad's 500D to Thea's class and started snapping away, that there was a picture I took of both of them together (Thea & Joelle), I picked that picture, developed it and carefully placed it in the picture frame that Thea and I picked for Joelle. Together, we wrote a card to Joelle too. It said,

"Dear Joelle,

TQ for being my friend.

Love, Thea Wong"

We included our contact details so that Joelle could always stay in touch with her whenever she wanted to. It would really be nice. :)

During the drive back home from school, Joelle's grandmother called me and expressed how nice it was of Thea to give Joelle something so sweet (the photo + photofrane). And she told me, "Joelle is so happy and said, 'Poh-Poh, I don't miss Thea anymore because I can see her everyday!!'" It was really so, so sweet. Even, Joelle's grandmother was touched, I could tell.

These two little girls, at such a tender age. The begining of a friendship out of nothing-ness, and the farewell necessary for a reunion some day - actually, it could just be a day or two, or a week or two... Lols. I guess they will have to get used to not seeing each other so often in a week. Lols.

I am so grateful for being able to witness the friendship between Thea & Joelle. Their friendship, so innocent, pure and genuine touched my heart. They remind me of all my other friends whom I had shared a bond with during certain periods of my life, and then we bid our farewells for some reason or another (graduation, migration and etc etc). And then I remember once again, these friends and I have never parted for whatsoever reason because, what remains in the heart, stays in the heart. And when a friend stays in our hearts, how could we have been apart?

No distance could ever separate what is in the heart. Nothing could ever separate what is Love.