Tupperware, Tupperware!

I am very very pleased this morning. My fridge is now neat, tidy, organised and almost perfect. Why I say "almost" is because I still have some imperfections that I've not yet rectified. But so far, I am happy with the results.

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My mom has been a fan of Tupperware since long time ago. She never dared indulged in it before because she never had the money to do so (I think she used the money on our tuitions then). So now that she has no commitments, she allowed herself totally to swim in tupperwares. You wouldn't believe it, she bought and bought and bought.. and would sell me at the cost prices that she bought them for. Initially I "layan"ed her since she was so into it. Tak kan I potong stim right? So I bought whatever that I could afford, mainly for Thea's school use, hubby's work use and some for the freezer. Last week, she told me that she wanted me to get this Fridge Set (for the bottom fridge, not freezer) because there was a promotion and free this and that.. before I could say yes, she already bought me for me and handed them to me the next time she saw me (which was on Thursday). I was a bit reluctant but the excitement in her hands when she handed me those tupperwares melted my heart to accept them graciously. Ahem, I still need to pay for them ok.

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Yesterday afternoon, she called me out of a sudden and invited me to be a member so that I could enjoy the discounts myself. Also, she said that I could make it into a business if I wanted to since I have nothing to do and always complained that I was broke. I just laughed and told her that I will discuss with hubby. Coincidentally, I had to deliver something to my uncle who was staying in the same condo as my mom. When mom found out, she told me to go over to pick up a tupperware which she thought was useful for hubby to use for work (he packs meals to work). Actually, we had another one which hubby ignorantly heat up in the microwave for 5 minutes which caused the cover to warp. And lucky for us, or rather... well known for its quality, Tupperware is life time guarantee. So we took it back to mom for her to exchange. At the end, we changed model because we felt that the new one was better. ;p

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Anyway, back to my fridge story. Work up early today. Chatted online for a while, checked emails and etc... and then decided to start pack my fridge with my new tupperware sets just for the fun of it. When I first opened my fridge, it was really a familiar sight. Although I hardly think that I have that many things in my fridge; yet it is always so full and space constraint. I already do have some foodstuffs in some existing tupperwares/containers so I only took out those that were put in those non-branded, no standard/cheapo types of tupperware/container. Sukanah was great.. she always come up to help me willingly whenever I am doing something like that.. hmm.. maybe she was afraid that I'd simply chuck things and then she couldn't find things.. hahaha.. but anyway, whenever we did kitchen stuffs together, we always have fun. This one including.

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After I've transferred the foodstuffs from the old no-brand-cheapo tupperware/containers to my newly acquired tupperwares, I arranged them simply (really, not exaggerating.. before, I had to put in effort, but with these, I just simply stacked them) and to my very surprise, evidence of more space!! My fridge for the first time since year 2006 was so tidy, neat and organised!!! I was very very pleased... and then immediately regretted that I didn't take a picture of it before. Shucks.. And believe it or not, I really do feel some kind of peace and ease seeing my fridge so well organised.

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I decided, that I am to be a proud Tupperware distributor. Did you know that besides that you are able to stack and keep things in a more organised way, they are life time guarantee and also environmental friendly? It is air-tight, leak proof, heat & cold resistant, microwavable (with instructions and only certain models) and trendy. They come in so many nice colours that even if the colours are mixed, they still look good when stacked together! They keep the food or drinks contained fresh within itself! I can vouch for it because I am a user myself! The best part is that they are really not expensive at all (well, at least not as expensive as more people think they are). Especially with their monthly promotions, there are savings of up to 25%! They are really really worth it. I am a true believer.

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I'd really like to introduce you to the world of Tupperwares. You'd be drawn because they are not just gimmicks or something that you won't use. They are useful and practical. For those interested to live a healthier life (and I'd tell you why when we talk - credit given to my mom for sharing :)), please do do call me or email me. I'd really love to share the goodness that I am currently enjoying so that you could enjoy yours too! :)

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Have a good day!

Smoking

I don't think I've not told anyone that I want to quit smoking. I've been trying to do that since I was 21 and I am now 31, turning 32 later in the year. (Aikes, did I just disclose how young I am? ;p) Gladys is right when she said that to quit smoking is the one thing that I've failed miserably every year. Really. Sometimes I tell myself, ahhhh... heck it, I will just smoke because I enjoy it and want to. But honestly; as I ask myself many many times; do I really enjoy smoking?

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Let me tell you what I don't like about smoking: -

1. The smell of my breath after a cigarette
2. The smell that stays in my hair after I smoke or when within the vicinity of people who smokes
3. The occasional heaviness I feel when I smoke
4. The smell of wet ashes from the cigarettes on ashtrays or wet cigarette buds
5. The smell that stays in a confined or somewhat confined area (eventhough classified as outdoors) of cigarette smoke
6. Actually, just the smell of lighted cigarettes
7. How my heart beats like crazy just before I retire at night
8. The heavy feeling in my chest when I wake up in the morning
9. The non-alert feeling I get when I wake up in the morning
10. What it will eventually do to my health
11. The heat in my eyes & body when I smoke too much
12. When Thea sees smoke coming out from my mouth and she says, "mommi, you blow fire?" (yeah, I know it sounds funny but honestly it is not THAT funny)

So far, these are all I can think of. Not sure if there's more... but even if there is, does it really matter?

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Now, let me tell you what I enjoy about smoking: -

1. The social effects
2. It accompanies me when I am bored and alone (I realised that I smoke more when I have nothing to do or when there is no one around me)
3. Its replacement for food (I feel like munching when I am actually full)
4. The idea that it does have some sort of relaxing effect on me (as true as it sounds, it's just an idea.. I can't verify if it's entirely true)

Hmm... and that is all that I could think of. Imagine.. my feelings of dislikes overpowers my feelings of likes for a smoke, and yet there I go; puffing away like a bloody chimney! How odd!

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You ask me, "So, now you see it, can you quit?" I'd tell you, I'd still love to. Some days I am good.. I can just go by with 2 cigarettes a day. And then the next few days, I'd be puffing away a whole pack. Don't ask me why, I myself don't know. Although I can be mindful about my intentions, but somehow there is a part of me that is not allowing me to see it.. why I need to smoke so that I could put a stop to it in hope that when I've found the reason(s), it'd release that unconscious guilt in me that is governing my need to smoke.

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Yeah, it's nonsense. If I want to quit, then I will and can do it. If I don't want to do it, I'd have 1001 excuses. Typical huh?

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I read a brochure that day about quitting smoking. It says that to quit smoking is like a battle, where victory can also be witnesses through perseverance. It also confirms that results of cold turkey usually ends up with 90% failure. It's really like training for a marathon until you reach your goal.

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I don't want to give myself a target to when that will happen. But I do want to give myself a pat on the shoulders for the times that I've chosen not to indulge when I was aware of my intention or urge to do it. Hubby told me this, "Honey, you are much stronger than this. Do it only because you want it, not because you need it."

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Well said, huh? :)

A Mixed Up Day

I woke up early this morning. I can't remember if I slept well, but I know I had weird dreams. I wanted to go to the gym but when I checked out the scheduled classes and found nothing interesting, I decided to just bring my book to SP to read.

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While waiting for my breakfast, I made 2 phonecalls to 2 different friends. After that I called another friend related to one of the friends I made a phonecall to earlier. Despite having time to alter my loose short pants at the tailor in SP, I still had time to talk to him; though I had to cut short the conversation because I had to pick Thea from class.

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After I got back, Thea pissed me off entirely until I actually lost my cool for the very very first time. I am ashamed to admit this, but I actually shouted at her and told her off for the very first time. I was feeling so angry, agitated and irritated! After that, I chatted with Gladys for a while and decided to have a drink with her at Pyramid. Somehow spending time with Gladys cooled me down. I was with Gladys from 3:15pm to about 6:30pm. It was great time spent with her. We talked about a lot of things, mainly about "Casper"s though.. hahaha.. and oh yes, I do need to mention this... in the midst of our spending time together, hubby called to say that he was on the way back. When I put down the phone, I was aware of my intentions of wanting to go home to my hubby; not to see him, but to pick a fight with him! It's like all the feelings of anger and irritation came back! Fortunately for him and also myself, I just noted that intention and continued my good time with Gladys.

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During my journey home, I text hubby, if he was angry with me because it was very strange to me that I could have felt feelings like these out of a sudden. He didn't reply me. When I got home, I realised the reason why he didn't reply me was because he was on the phone. Surprisingly, I was not angry. I went to him, gave him a peck and told him that I was moody. After he put down the phone, we had dinner and talked. It was then that I realised that I had not been honest to myself or him about how I felt about a conversation he had with his colleague. Clearly, I was aware that I had a wrong interpretation of what he meant, which formed my suffering. I won't go into details; since it is such a mixed up day; but basically, it was my issue of wanting to put everything on my shoulders, wanting to be the hero for hubby. Actually, it is quite something to share, but I think I am too tired and drained to share now.. perhaps, some day... :)

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After dinner, another friend called and enquired about meditation. The reason why I don't wish to mention names is because... well, it is their privacy. I had a really long chat with this friend.. and I got to share many of my experiences and knowledge with her. Although I do ponder about her unwillingness to reveal the true wisdom that she already has within her, I am truly touched by her willingness to now turn the radar inwards to see the truth. At least, I know that I could be some sort of support to her; my friend. :)

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I took a shower after the conversation and decided to blog. Victor was online, so we chatted while I blogged. And then Thea came AGAIN to irritate me. I felt angry again. I sent her off harshly, which I don't normally do and I wish to stress that I am not proud of myself doing that. So I honestly told Victor about it. Now, Victor is an energy healer. Through MSN, he taught me how to deal with it and asked AAR for help. It was wonderful. The anger and irritation was released. And now, it is my job to ponder upon what caused all that. He suggested that it could be some hidden suppressed anger (which was why I was feeling angry the whole day long!) and that Thea was reminding me of it. He explained, that Thea is actually a reminder of my inner child little Gerry before. This, I really need to look into...

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So it's nearly the end of the day for me now. I need to put Thea to sleep and recharge myself for an exciting day tomorrow.

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Good night and sweet dreams! :D

Modesty

I received an ang pow today from Clove&Clive. I find the message on the ang pow given to me meaningful which I would like to share.

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Modesty

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Within the Earth, a Mountain;

The Image of Modesty.

Thus the superior man reduces that which is too much,

And augments that which is too little.

He weighs things and makes them equal.

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Be natural and unpretentious.

Be aware of your strengths and weaknesses.

Flaunt not your achievements or undervalue yourself.

If you have a light, then let it shine.

But do not set yourself up to outshine others.

Valentine's Day - Swept Away...

Swept away again...

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Hubby and I celebrated V-Day on Monday so beat the rush with all other couples in town. Also, we had to attend little Kierstan's 1st Birthday Party today so we decided celebrate earlier, as we always do anyway. We went to Sunway Pyramid for brunch (on Monday)- Senjyu Sushi I think. One of our regular joints for Jap. We chatted and ate. Great fun! :D After that, we went into this t-shirt shop next to Senjyu Sushi. He bought 1 vulgar t-shirt for himself, and 1 drunkard t-shirt for Siang. After that, we walked around aimlessly before we decided to head home. I know, just like a normal pak-tor day right? But it was good for us; holding hands and just spending alone time together. Felt like the younger days...

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And today, he had to wake up at 430am to go to work. I had not written the valentine card I bought him, because I thought that I had time since he was off to work. I knew he bought me a valentine card because I saw him carrying a card on Wednesday when he came to pick us up from Subang Parade after his clearance with his old company. So I signed the valentine card happily and left it on the study table since I had not decided where I wanted to place it. Little did I notice, I spotted a pink envelope on the shoe rack in the hall. It was for me!! It was his valentine card to me and it was so so sweet... he even handwrote a few sweet things... and one of it was "I really appreciate what you've done for me, even when it's as simple as saying, "I love you"." I tell you, I was moved to tears.. it touched me deep inside. So I decided to place my valentine card to him at the same place where I found mine; for him to come back to discover it.

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At approximately 12pm, Ryan came over with his girlfriend, Agnes. They had gone out for 1 year and 2 months and yeah, I know.. it is peculiar to me as well that they chose to visit me on a V-day rather than to go someplace to spend alone time together. We had great fun though. We went out for lunch and then followed by yum chat at Old Town, KK. We talked and talked.. erm, actually it was more like I talked and talked.. hahaha.. until I had nothing else to say. Hubby joined us at about 4pm and it was then that I realised that I had hung out with Ryan and Agnes since 12pm until then! We talked and hung out a little bit more until nearly 6pm before we parted our ways. It was good catching up with old friends. Thanks to Hilda! :)

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Anyway, when we came back I saw this...

Flowers!! It was white tulips and so beautifully wrapped!! I never expected it and it was awesome! Tulips, was indeed the first type of flower that I fell in love with! And the message on the card was aww.... really so so sweet... I was totally swept away... even on such a hot day!! (It is really awfully hot today!) Hubby's only disappointment was that I was not home to receive it! ;p

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Eventhough my V-day was nothing exciting or romantic, but the people that filled my time and moments today entirely made my day... Ryan, Agnes and of course, my darling hubby..

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So AGT, in case you are still weary... it is truly truly romantic and beautiful in a somewhat simple way... There is always sunshine after the rain. :D