Thursday, April 30, 2009
A little about Wisdom
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
The SMS
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I've GOT IT!!!!!!
Monday, April 27, 2009
My Lessons with Hari from IRAH - Home of Healing
My first meeting with Hari was sometime in September or October, 08 I think. I had marital problems then (or so I thought!!) and he helped me understand what was, in reality happening. Although I already knew that I had a part to play for my seemingly troubled marriage then, he pointed several issues that I needed to look inwards more deeply - to love myself. It's amazing how my heart is now swelling with gratitude and love for Hari as I recall my several sessions with him. For he has pointed me to a direction that I had forgotten to look into - LOVE; Love always starts from witin me. If I didn't love myself, how could I make myself available to love others? Did you know, Love Heals? If you didn't, well, now you know. :)
I subsequently discovered my gifts - or so many would call it, my level of wisdom, my 'real' age, who I really am, why I am here and etc.. and this journey - oh, this simple yet complex journey of self discovery, of Truth - sometimes it makes me crazy - the challenges, sufferings, pain, anger - crazy all because I've stopped playing the blaming game. There is no one to blame but me. I would remember Hari telling me - they are all you, a reflection of you. As long as my finger is still willing to point at someone else for my pain, I am only condemning myself further, burying myself deeper of what I am not willing to look within myself. This, besides crediting myself for the hardwork, Tuck Loon, Lai Fun (through MSP), Angeline and Christopher Moon played major roles in this part of my journey of looking inwards. What to do with the pain? Hari says, "Surrender!" :)
At this stage, Hari also shared with me about oneness. When I first heard the word, "one with God" from Hari - it felt as if it was a familiar yet distant statement. And today's session, I learnt some more from him. I shared with him that sometimes I felt inspired to be a healer (note: I am actually on a journey of interviewing healers, teachers and lightworkers for a website - will announce later) each time I see one, and yet... that is not my calling. Well, it's not that I don't want to be a healer - it's just that I don't want to be one without clarity. It's the mind that we need working on, not the physical body. The physical body is just temporary - and yet, I am not suggesting that we shouldn't take care of our body; just not to be attached to it. Tuck Loon always said, it is ok to have things - as long as you are not attached to it. And Hari said the same thing today. He said, "it is ok to want a BMW, and soon, you will realise that it is not about having the BMW, it is about the journey to getting the BMW. And it is ok that you get bored with it too, you just surrender it and get another type of car! It is the journey of having that BMW, that when you have it, you'd know that you are God."
I know, it's quite absurb for most of us to agree that we are God. I remember Alice telling me how she freaked out when Hari told her that she is God. And although I can relate to her frustration of not understanding it, there was a part of me that knew that Hari was right; because God is in all of us. The bible says, 'Our body is a temple of Gods'. Do you believe it? Do you think, the fact that you almost always get what you want is really because you are His favourite? Well, how do I put it... yes, and no. EVERYONE is His favourite! You get what you want is because you are the creator of your own reality; as the Law of Attraction recites.
One thing Hari said today that touched me was, in one of his conversations with God, God said, "all My Creations love at least one thing in their life, unconditionally." It reminded me of the many criminals and crooks we see on movies. They can be as mean or heartless as how we perceive or judge them to be, and yet there'd always be that one thing; one person that they each hold deeply in their hearts - be it a dad, mom, spouse, partner, friend, child or even a pet... it's still Love.
And it is with Love, that Hari does his work. I've met him only 5 times so far (including today), and I doubt that it has totalled up to 24 hours. Yet, I am aware of this profound deep love I have for him. And I know deep down, he loves me too. As ironic as it may sounds, he loves you too - you just don't know it.
Friday, April 24, 2009
The Camera Search
The Chosen One - Canon SX110 IS
And coincidently, my dad was still texting me about the camera! So I took the opportunity to tell him that I wanted the Canon SX110 IS which cost RM1,228. He replied, "So cheap to me lah, sup sup shoi and yet you take so long to make up your mind. I just feel like scolding you but not today because not many thing can go into your brain which is still choked and clogged with a lot of rubbish." Damn! I should have asked for a more expensive camera! Hahaha.. Well, he's right; my mind was choked and clogged.. not so much with rubbish as what he sees (anything that is not money making is rubbish to his mind); more like cameras, cameras and cameras.. a new found interest in my life. :)
So SX110 IS... Until you are in my hands... I'll be holding you in my dreams... Good night...
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
The MISSING Camera
Thursday, April 16, 2009
20 Hours with Terry Kreitzberg
Monday, April 13, 2009
Fast & Furious 4
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Freezing Correctly
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Thank GOD for Enhanced Road Warrior!
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Remaining Open to Love by Paulo Coelho
The Baby has ARRIVED!!!
Sunday, April 5, 2009
FYI Updates
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Honey Garlic Roast Chicken with Mash Potatoes and Salad
And this was when the drumstick thighs were still roasting in the oven: -
Preheated oven at 220 degree Celsius for 20 minutes and roasted for 20 minutes at same temperature.
And the result,
If you are wondering why I am only exploring roast chicken... hmm.. to be honest, I thought about this too... perhaps they are the easiest recipes to find the necessary ingredients. Honestly, I don't know myself. I did try fish the last time and must give credit to myself for that. Hubby said that I could try lamb or beef the next time. Hmm... good suggestions... but will I have the courage?
We'll see. :)